Hellary Ren

Life update 

Figured it's due time for one, especially in context of living in Russia. 
I can't leave, and probably gonna be stuck here for God knows how much. Since my leave post I did finished helping parents with their debts n' court case. Couple months being fully on my own living in a rented apartment just outside the city. I have enough income to live n' eat, so don't worry about me starving, at least no reason for that yet. Transition wise, tiny bits here n' there my hair are getting longer, with my own place I am more free to wear what I want when home. 

Lost a good amount of people as friends over the year, learned a lot from that, but also found people who are dependable as well. Two of closest are so kind to be helping me with buyings stuff, like FFXIV subscription and Guild Wars 2 recent expansion, because I couldn't pay for them myself doe to MasterCard shutdown and they wanted for me have contact with them no matter what. 

Finally... I want to say this. In times like these, the most awful of things can come out in people about their views. Especially right now here. For me to protests would be to become essentially homeless if I get caught. Despite how much my heart breaks seeing all of this play out - it is not simple. Be careful of misinformation, most people in reality just want to live in peace n' have a real choice. Stay safe.