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Happy Birthday Ezo!!!!
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So I just want to make sure that everyone understands that me quitting gaming has nothing to do with anything anyone said or did. I don't hate anyone here and I don't think anyone is trying to ignore.
I'll let you in on a little secret: my brain loves to lie to me. Constantly. Not only do I have ADD, but I'm also a highly-sensitive introvert with borderline personality disorder. YAH BABY! I'm just loving life with this stuff because I'm basically on a roller coaster of emotions.
I love people one day and I hate them the next day. It could be anyone and they don't even have to do anything. I'll be high on life and then want to avoid everyone as much as I can. It sucks. I can't have normal, healthy relationships with people.
Why am I telling you all this? Because I want you all to understand what it's like to be in my brain so you know where I'm coming from.
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All the best to you, @glawarhal! I know you can't help it, but please tell your brain to shut it. You are an awesome person and a mighty fine human in my book.
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I hate having ADD. I'm just so inconsistent and it's driving me crazy. One minute I'm all like GO GO GO and the next I'm like ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. I get bored super duper easy. I have lots of different interests but very little time to pursue them. I change things up at the drop of a hat.
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My general doctor prescribed the meds. Generic of Adderall.
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I hate having ADD. I'm just so inconsistent and it's driving me crazy. One minute I'm all like GO GO GO and the next I'm like ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. I get bored super duper easy. I have lots of different interests but very little time to pursue them. I change things up at the drop of a hat.
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Dude. I didn’t realize I really had an issue with ADD until my doctor put me on a trial of medication. I function so much better now. Maybe something to look into if you haven’t already.
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Just over two more weeks until I start work, about a month until I get paid. I cant wait to be able to actually have control over my depression again :x
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Also on the topic of things that recently happened.
I used google for a lot of stuff. All my gaming accounts were google tied via emails etc.. Well somehow, someone hacked into my accounts somewhere and got my debit card info. They even used my PIN number at a Lowes in another state. They ended up getting 700$ off that. I got that money back but had to get new card. In my panic, frustration and anger, I deleted ALL my google accounts. POOF!!
Side effect - all my gaming accounts were tied to them, so currently on brand new accounts. All my characters over 15 years of gaming, gone. Oh well. Time to start new and enjoy the experience!
After all that, my new debt card got hacked as well. This time from Paypal.... somehow I was still getting stuff hacked..
So this time I turned in my Samsung Note8 and bought a new iPhone Xr. Done with google. At least on those accounts
I have a couple google accounts that have no debit card info attached to it. But what a hassle and it took weeks to get my money back. In the end between the two hacks, they took 2k from my account. I was beyond upset. But, in the end, prob my fault. Now I use a few accounts only and all have different passwords.
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If someone was so set on hacking your accounts, they may have more information on you then what you realize. I'd recommend downloading Credit Karma app to keep track of any hits your credit may take! I also would call Transunion and Equifax and place a hold on your credit until things die down. Of course you can't apply for any cards or loans at that time, but it will also keep others from doing the same. I hope this mess passes over for you! That's frustrating to say the least.
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I'm taking a breather from GW2 and ESO for a few days. I've been playing ESO quite a bit lately, to the detriment of everything else in my life. My depression comes and goes and never seems to have any type of pattern. I'm still going to check in from time to time, maybe run some dungeons or take part in some events, just not to the point where everything else suffers. Feel free to message, email, and chat with me because I'll still be around, just in a more reduced capacity.
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All the love to you, @glawarhal! Depression is a nasty thing. Mine comes and goes as well and when it comes, it hits hard. We are all here for you. Don't ever think you are going at this alone.
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