Helios (he/they)
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u know how if ur going downhill, u gotta control ur speed or else u just keep getting faster and faster until u faceplant? im waiting for the faceplant of life and like. every time i feel like i get my feet under me, something else happens. although i havent been particularly active in any games lately i am so grateful just to have people around, chatting and carrying on, bc i really need to pretend everything is good and normal and not hyperventilating about where im gonna find 40 bucks for my overdrawn bank account... again. ive always felt listless and directionless and tbh idk how to adult. i feel like its all i can do to keep my head above water but i feel so guilty for having fallen out of the boat in the first place that i'd rather give up. idk man. i just need hugs. and my mom.
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sending love to you all.. this helps, just getting some genuine hugs from good people. venting my thoughts and being heard. a remind that i am real and ppl see me. thank you.
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I have... Had. A. Day.
Barely slept last night then was late to physical therapy, only to learn that because my phone is literal garbage they couldn't get a hold of me three days ago to confirm the appointment despite sending me a letter confirming the appointment three weeks ago so they cancelled it and I had to reschedule
But I tried a new kind of apple today, called "Envy", so I have that going for me, which is nice.
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My appointment is now on the 30th, so it will be about 6 weeks since my injury that I'm actually starting physical therapy
So I actually Googled it lol. Envy apples are apparently a trademarked brand name apple lol, a cross between Braeburn and "Royal" Gala apples. They are mostly red with a bit of yellow; and sweet, not tart like Granny Smith. Granny Smith apples are my favorite because of the tartness and crispness, and I can't stand Red Delicious. It's actually been a while since I've had any apples, I normally have my groceries delivered and I don't really trust them to get me decent produce, so I just pick up what I need from the farmer's market or corner store. Apples are one of the very few foods my household is adventurous with (curse you, picky eaters!) so I grab some new varieties every chance I get. Pink Lady apples are a favorite, along with Granny Smith, Cameo, Honeycrisp, and Fuji.
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