Ghost_Wolf

When life gives you lemons

You make Lemonade

When Life gives you life

you live it.....

I'll see you all later.....

*picks up his bag and walks out the door*

<LOA till I feel human again>

Feeling....better after today. Talks with friends, my pops (since I have no other family), and time down at the FD. Things are realigned 

I feel old today.

I miss having family on holidays -_-..... Just me and my dad whose done nothing but sleep all day.

Maybe I need to just leave the community....

Oye.....

Sitting here just kind of head in my hands. Got one friend whose grandmother is dieing, another one whose got a possible heart problem. Old man's not doing to hot mentally or physically. Thought 2018 was gonna be a better year, yeah..so far, it's become total shit. 

Today, I don't know, kind of looking at my self right now and really just don't feel I have any place amongst this community anymore.

Think I might do this song at the next Karaoke Night

    You can almost hear the howl on the wind.....

Latest miniature

Banshees! Or the thing that my ex sounded like when she screamed.....I STILL HAVE HEARING PROBLEMS....selective hearing... XD

EARLY BDAY GIFT

Latest Painted and Based, Thousand Sons Chaos Space Marines- All Is Dust........
Next up.... Night Haunt- Black Coach

After That- Tzench Arcanites- Tzangors (upgraded for 40K)

Night Haunt- Black Coach

Next Up: Tzangors

Then: Scarab Occultists

My latest painted, Magnus the Red

So this happened today. Meet The Black Bandit better known as "Venom"

Took this on my way up to training tonight.

Shadow Emissary

Couple of miniatures i'm currently working up.
Comission: Mortarion, Primarch of the Death Guard (Warhammer 40K, this was for a charity drive)

Game of Thrones / World of Warcraft Inspired Zombie Dragon (My Entry for Resin Beast potentially next year at Adepticon 2020)

Daily thought of Ghost......is Twist By Korn really a song or just some elaborate ruse to fool us that Demon's didn't posses that man for 2 minutes......

Earlier this year, I wanted to die. I wanted to end my life cause a major piece of mine had been taken. What's life worth living when half of your family dies? How do you carry on? I had no clue, nor did I wanna know. I was ready to take the cowards way out and take my life with no regrets. I'd leave everything I built, loved, and enjoyed to silence the pain. But, I had someone make me realize, cowards way out always isnt the best idea. Broken things sometimes arent worth throwing away. I started getting help, I reached out to friends and found support under the burden dropped on my shoulders. The picture says it all. I chose to keep going despite being broken.